Enough

Note to myself.

Enough to all of my silly "feelings".
Enough to my stupidity.
Enough to my insecurity.
Enough to mediocrity.

Day 8 of 30

Day 8: What are 3 passions you have?

First. Doing household chores.

      There is always a satisfaction every time I clean our house, o kung kaninong bahay basta nanduon ako, or nanduon ako tumitira. Ang saya lang sa feeling maglinis.

Second. Reading and Observing.

Third. Helping and Learning.

Ifs and Pleases.

If I need a shoulder to cry on..

If I need ears to listen to my rants...

If I need a hand to hold on...

If I need someone just for the sake of "because"...

Please be there for me.

Please let me know that you're there.

Please never leave me.

Please make me laugh.

Please hold my hand even if I refuse..

..'cause I may look tough on the outside, but inside, I'm totally wrecked. 

Day 7 of 30

Day 7: What is your dream job? why?

I've always wanted to work in a research or something that would require me to blend and to immerse myself from the reality of my line of work. I've always wanted to solve investigative or experimental problems. I want to research, to study; to know the truth. I don't want to be contained in a place. I wanted to travel, to meet people, to discuss about anything. But of course, I want a job that would offer me a great deal.

I see myself as a consultant. A system analyst and a researcher in Google.


Plus, I wanted to work in Dreamworks or Pixar. There is a desire in me to draw and to color. I wanted to fill the world with happy thoughts using imaginations and creativity. And lastly,in the future (if God would let me), I want to be a loving mother. I believe that it is the best job ever. I always see satisfaction in my mom's face. I always see happiness, love and peace every time I see a baby and hold 'em. They may look so fragile but I see the courage in their hearts. I may not be receiving salary or day-off, but I know that receiving and giving love is the best deal ever. :)

God bless everyone!

Day 6 of 30

Day 6: What is the hardest thing that you have ever experienced?

Sa ngayon, yung mag-aral at mag-trabaho. Oo, mahirap physically, mentally, emotionally..pero kung iisipin kong mahirap eh lalo akong mahihirapan. Tanggap ko yung hirap nito kasi kung wala yung scholarship ko, baka di rin ako nakakapasok sa school. At isa itong privilege para sa akin kasi napakalaking regalo ito mula sa Diyos na dapat pagkaingatan.

Then, mawala sa Dean's list, bumagsak sa IBM Certification Exam, at endless failures. But these failures makes me stronger. They made me realized who I really am. :)


Bukod dun, yung mafeeling broken...kahit di naman dapat, kahit wala kang karapatan.

The Feast 1.2

Character, integrity and ethics over intelligence.

God renews us everyday. :)

Day 5 of 30

Day 5: What are the five things that make you happiest right now.

As of now.

 Makakita ng gwapo. (kilig much eh..haha! kidding!)
1. Mag The Feast. 
2. Cotton Candy
3. Coffee
4. Sleep
5. Home

Thought # 6

Madalas sa buhay kailangan mag-pakatotoo. Kasi mahirap nang mawala na marami ka pang nais sabihin,o mga tanong na nais masagot.

Ngunit minsan, may pagkakataon na mas nagiging magulo parang lalong lumabo yung pagkakataon na akala mo magiging malinaw kapag nagpakatotoo ka sa nararamdaman ko. Yung akala mo, okay na ang lahat, pero dinaig pa ang putik sa kalabuan. Siguro, ganun talaga ang buhay. May panahon para sa mga bagay bagay.

Thought # 5

sa ginawang pag-amin, lalo pa atang naguluhan himbis na maliwanagan.

Day 4 of 30

Day 4: List 5 things you would tell to your 16 year old self if you could.

1. Good job.
2. Be grateful.
3. Forgive yourself.
4. Keep the fire of love alive in you.
5. You're beautiful.

Thought # 4

011614
Tadhana nga naman, mapagbiro.
--
back to reality. :) okay.

Day 3 of 30

Day 3: What is the greatest amount of physical pain have you ever endured?

Carrying sacks of relief goods (Tulong Tomasino) and pails of sand (construction thingy in our house).

I am used in carrying heavy things (kaya siguro di ako tumangkad), pero itong dalawang ito ang pinakamalala...hindi naman nagtagal yung sakit kasi ginusto din ng katawan ko na mapagod at masaktan paminsan minsan..kung baga naka-kondisyon na ako sa mga consequences after ko to gawin. :)

Yun lang.

Prelim day 1

Failure is a blessing in disguise.
It is a door to opportunities.

Thought # 3

Why is there a sudden coldness...?
I miss the old time stories.
I miss our memories.
I miss you.

Day 2 of 30

Day 2: Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and describe how they became fears

1. Fear of Being Forgotten

       I am afraid of being forgotten by the people I love the most.It just happened though, some realizations that I've encounter in my life.

2. Fear of Frogs

       It started when I was nine years old. A big frog jumped on me.

3. Fear of Losing someone  

      It started when my lolo died. He was a father to me. And I love him so much.

Day 1 of 30

I got this from the blog of my friend (which he got form another blog).

So, for day 1:
List 10 Random Facts About yourself

*I am a follower of Christ.

*I am blessed.

*I am a Thomasian.

* I a love roses. Whatever kind of roses. I am crazy about roses. Maybe because my name has a rose but you know, roses are adorable and simple. They may have thorns but they can still look tough and beautiful.

*I love to write and read.

*Observing and listening is my thing.

*I love to travel.

*I love little things-SIMPLE things.

*I love natural beauty.

*I am small but terrible. haha!



^marami pa....pero ito muna. :)
30-day blog challenge:
http://www.canigetanotherbottleofwhine.com/p/30-day-blog-challenge-list.html

The Feast 1.1

Compounding requires perseverance, patience and prudence.

I'm tired of being ugly.
I'm sick of all the insults that I get.

I just want to be me..

Masakit man pero dapat gawin.

2nd to the last.

Bawal ang papetiks-petiks.
Sa mundong hanep kung kumilatis.