sa dinadami ng inis/kairitahan ko sa buhay....ito lang masasabi ko.
Thank you for making me stronger.

Thanks, God.
Muli akong babangon.

PostScript

*note not all posts here reflect the author's thoughts, feelings, rants, praises, etc....sometimes, she is  just using another role/ point-of-view*

LaterLetter

Dear Friend,

I hope you can read this.
How are you? It has been a while since we had a serious talk.
I missed you.
I missed our late night talks, our topic on random things, even our "kasabawan" days.
I missed all the days that we crave for a buffet.
Listening to musics, pretending like a hard rocker.
Listening to heartaches and witnessing victories.
I missed all your jokes..even though most of them are not that funny.
But the mere thought that you're exerting an effort can already make me laugh.

I'm sorry if I have to distance myself.
I've been into a long search of who I really am.
Experimenting on things, and I regret some of them.
I don't want to hurt you because of my carelessness.

I hope that you understand me.
And I hope that you will always be my friend.
Please be there for me specially on my weakest.
Please remember that you are always in me..
You are a part of my system.

I love you, dear.
'Till we meet again.
God bless.


All with love,

Concern citizen.

Stay

Time flies like there is no tomorrow.
Lessons learned and still continue to learn.
People you've met by now may gone tomorrow.
Be in either places, but they stay forever.
In the space when once used, and will always be used.
In the space where rhythm and melody will continue to bloom.

Salamat Junela, Joshua, Russell, JV, Jed, Daniel, Princess, Theo, mga BFFs ko (Jill, Claudette at Biancs) at Ate Ann.

Alam kong di lahat kayo makababasa nito. Pero, gusto ko lang magpasalamat dahil kahit papaano di niyo ako iniwan sa mga oras na kailangan ko ng karamay. Upon assuring me that you're always there is already enough to ease things up..even though some of us may not talk physically, but that assurance is already a big thing. :)

Mukhang mababaw man to, pero, alam kong alam niyo yung dahilan kung bakit ganun na lang yung impact ng mga failing scores ko sa akin. Salamat kasi nanjan kayo para umalalay at di para humusga. Sobrang salamat talaga. Di man mawawala yung bigat nito ng isang tulugan lang, pero kahit papaano, pinagaan niyo ito. Sa tingin ko, di ko rin kakayanin na harapin yung mga problema ko kung wala kayo.

Isa kayo sa mga regalo ni Lord sa buhay ko, at pamhabang buhay ko kayo pagkakaingatan. :)

Sa ngayon, gagawin ko pa rin ang part ko, pipiliting bumangon kasi alam kong pagsubok lamang ito at malalapgpasan rin ito, para saan pa't matatagumpay rin tayo, at lubos pa akong magdarasal...alam kong ito ang aking sandigan. Di Niya ako pababayaan.


Muli, salamat ng marami! Nawa'y mas tumibay pa ang ating pagkakaibigan. :) Hayaan niyon makabawi ako sa inyo. hanggang sa muli.!


Mel

Dear Friend,

She tried to be honest, but it went wrong.
She wished she never said the words that strong.
'cause it is kind of torture that she always get...
And she is sick of all those regrets.

She missed the way you talk with her.
With all those stellars that you've shown her.
From Sol to Jupiter, ooh so bright.
But now, she can only see the night.

Sincerely,

Concern citizen

Somethings happened that can't be undone.
Truly, curiosity kills the cat.
Temptations kept on knocking
To the door that was once locked.
She gave in and tasted.
Disgusted yet satisfied.
Satisfied  and yet she regretted
the things that she'd done.

Sondering

That moment in life when you met a stranger...a total stranger. Then you were in a same space, not the space outside the earth, but the space wherein the two of you were located but on different plots. It feels like there was something talking to you. But then, the two of you did not speak nor even cross each other's eyes. You were just there, and the stranger was just standing next to you...but it was like the two of you have known each other for a very long time. Again, no words uttered, no direct contact..just the energy and aura that the two of you have. Until you have part ways, and never said goodbye. :)

Metanoia

Mga pagsubok lamang yan, wag mo itigil ang laban. :)
-Pagsubok by Aegis
--
happy Sunday, everyone!
truly, the happiest place on earth is where your heart feasts like there is no tomorrow. When you are in an extreme happiness that no words can define, it is when you feel the zenith of tranquility amidst of all the noise in your surrounding. It is when you are with the people who truly accept you for who you are, who still love you beyond your flaws. It is when you are in the place where God is..and seeing the Person who died on the cross because of so much love to us. It is where you feel that you are not alone for He is with you, always..for eternity. :)


PS:
from now on, I'll not post bitterness in life. :)

United by the diversities of each individual.
Together we fight for what is right.

Rant101

May mga oras na naiinis ako.
Sorry, pero minsan lang to.
May boses ka nga pero mistulang walang nakaririnig.
Di ko rin alam kung nagagamit ba ito o hindi.

Sinusubukan kong habaan ang pisi.
Pero lagi na lang ba ganito?
Di porket di ako kumikibo, ibig sabihin nun ay oo.
May pake rin ako, sana maramdaman mo.
Di yung sa oras na may kailangan ka, tsaka ka lang tatakbo.
Tao rin ako napapagod.
Tao rin akong nangangailangan ng kalinga mo.

One of my dreams is to go to Rome, to kiss the hand of the Pope. To go to Israel.
To walk with the path that our Lord Jesus Christ had walk with. To sit on the surface where He once sat on.
To pray in the garden where He felt the strong agony that will happen. To sail on the boat where He calmly sat and made the storm tranquil.


I want to travel with the people I love. :)

Yes, it is hard.

Yes, it is painful.

But we have to fight for the things that really matter...for the things that are really worth fighting for. We can do this with God's grace. Even if life is at stake, who cares? I'd rather die young and loved, than old and alone.

She spoke without doubts.

Sometimes, you'll hear the hardest truth from the closest person that you've ever had, from the person has ever loved you back.