11:50 pm, February 10, 2014

Failure, failure everywhere.
Ouch.
Judgement of numbers are bugging me right now, and I don't know how to get back to the track again.
Yes, I'm tired. Very. But being exhausted is not an excuse.
The clock is running. But should I just watch the sand to run out?
Honestly, I don't know what to do.
If I fail again, I don't know. I don't know if I can study. I don't know...I am worried. Forgive me if I pour my worries here, it is just right now, I just need someone to talk to at this very moment. But then, my family is not here, they got a lot of things to do,and I don't want to be a bother to them; most of friends are sleeping at this moment.

Tomorrow is another hope. Another chance, another chapter, and not to waste for another failure.
I need prayers, I need my family, my dearest friends and of course, God. I have to carry the cross with a smile. I know that these things have a purpose. And these will make me stronger, braver and wiser.

Right now, I am bothered. Oh God, please enlighten me. :(